I know I am asking for it by saying this...but what else can go wrong today? It has been a horrible day. Just so every one knows...I HATE NURSING SCHOOL!!!!! All bad things usually happen in 3's...so I am wondering what else is going to happen today.
#1 Well you guess right...I FAILED my test...only by one point but I still failed. Which it dropped my grade also. I now have a 76.6 in the class...so if graduation was tomorrow I wouldn't be graduating. I am not a person that gives up & I WON'T give this up either. I CAN, I AM & I WILL do EVERYTHING in my power to graduate. I can tell you this though...if I don't graduate...I WILL NOT PUT MYSELF OR MY CHILDREN THROUGH THIS AGAIN. I will owe WKU $50,000 & have NO degree. I have done everything I know to do & nothing seems to be helping. I am not & have NEVER been a test taker & I HATE that nursing school is all about test. That is the ONLY thing that goes toward our grade & it SUCKS! A test does NOT tell what kind of nurse you are. I can preform the skills, do patient care & know the information, but I just can't seem to apply it on a test. It just makes me sick!
#2 They called to inform the ones who weren't selected for the initial jobs at the MCBG & I was one of the ones who did not recieve a job. They said they had to many applicants that were qualified & not enough jobs. So, now I don't have a job after graduation. MCBG was my first choice for a job because I would be able to move back to BG & be near my mom. I'm not going to worry about looking for a job right now, after graduation I will worry about that.
#3.....wonder what this will be????
I am usually a very positive person & a FIRM believer in "Everything happens for a reason" It is just hard when everything is falling apart to look at it this way. Bigger & BETTER things are in my future. Guess I will see what God has in store for my life.
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