NCLEX

Today was the dreaded NCLEX day.  I was scheduled to take my test at 12:30.  I got there about 11:30 and they let me go ahead and start testing.  When the test kept going after 75 questions....my heart literally dropped. Somewhere around question 160 it was time for my scheduled break.  I took my break & went to the restroom.  When I came back the lady at the desk ask me if I was ready for more....My response was "No, not really".  I checked back in to go finish my test.  I had 2-3 more questions & my screen went BLANK.  I swear that was the most sickening feeling in the world.

When I got out to the vehicle I thought I would PUKE.  I am so thankful I had someone go with me, because there would have been NO way I could/would have made it home.  My nerves were tore up all the way.  I bet I checked KBN website 10 times before we got out of Lexington to see if my PL license were still valid.  They were still active, but that wasn't enough...I bet I checked them 100 time before I got home.  When I got home the first thing I did was try the "Pearson trick" & it didn't work...which made my heart sink even more.  Then I checked the KBN again & my PL's are still active.

This is the worst feeling in the world!  Everyone tried to tell me how bad I would feel, but until you experience it for yourself you just don't understand.  I have never been so sick at my stomach in my life.  My stomach is in KNOTS & I think if I could puke I would feel better.  I just want to KNOW....NOW.  I can find out on Wednesday at 12:30....if I am still sane then.