Just trying to remind myself to BREATHE! It was a LONG, intense day of studying. Today the information seems to come back a little easier. Hopefully that is a good sign??? I can tell my anxiety level has been higher today. I have tried to control it, but it seems like the closer we get to Monday morning the worse it gets. I am sure this all normal...but I don't like this feeling...especially when I have had it for almost a full week! My body & mind will be glad for Monday to be OVER! One of my friends, who is also now a nurse asked me tonight "If I thought I was ready for this final?" Really.....do you ever feel like you are ready for a nursing test????? I have went into test very confident that I knew my stuff....only to be shot down by the test. I have learned to NEVER feel confident about a test in nursing school...& that's how I will be going into the test on Monday. There is always that thought in the back of your mind...Have I done enough? Was there more time I should have been studying? After a long, intense day of studying I went to my mom's for supper. They were cooking for Mother's Day and my grandparents were there. It was nice to spend some quality time with my kids & my family! Spencer sat out on the porch with me & told me the air was getting sticky & it was fixing to rain. It was so cute! Morgan had to show me her hideout she had made in the trees they had cut down. After leaving my mom's, my cousin & I went to the tanning bed. It was VERY relaxing to clear my mind. I do believe I prayed the whole time I was laying there.
Last night was Morgan's last night of recital. Here are a few pictures.
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| The Final Hug :) |
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| Morgan & Mrs. Jessica |
There will probably not be a blog entry tomorrow, because tomorrow is "DO or DIE day". There will be a lot of studying going on. Happy Mother's Day to all the Mother's out there. A VERY SPECIAL HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my mom! Thank you for ALWAYS being there for me my entire life...no matter what decisions I have made you have stood behind me 110%. Thank you for all your encouragement, support & help through nursing school. And most importantly thank you for all your help with the kids so I could spend a few extra hours studying. I COULD NEVER THANK YOU ENOUGH. I LOVE YOU MOM!!!! Tonight my mom gave me the sweetest card & I will post pictures of it soon. She really must have not been thinking about how emotional I have been lately when she picked it out!
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| My mom & Shannon |
Now it is time to get my head back in a book. Happy Studying to all Nursing 250 students. It is ALMOST OVER. I CAN, I AM & I WILL!
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